Sunday, November 18, 2001

Behind in all my schoolwork

God, I have really got to get my shit together. I feel terrible right now, I just have this big ball of tension in my stomach over the state of my life - I am just not taking care of myself and as a result I'm slipping behind in all my schoolwork and otherwise. Once again, I slept until noon today, missing my last morning of fieldwork for my thesis, luckily I have time to make it up this afternoon, but I feel bad about being so slacker in the meantime...I've been eating nothing but junk recently, and I think that's part of the reason that I have been so exhausted as of late. And when I'm not knocked out asleep, I feel gross - all the shit I've been eating has finally caught up with me to make me feel 100% disgusting physically and mentally...its just dragging me down. I gotta pull myself together! I have so many things I want to pull off this semester, I need to be at my best to do it...sorry to subject y'all all to my own little mental pep talk, but it always makes me feel more resolute to write all this out. OK, I gotta go finish Fierce Invalids Home From Hot Climates, (due two days ago at the library), and my Social Work reading, (due in two hours in class). Argh!